Well hello everybody, it has been a while since I blogged fully as I have had a welcome reprieve with the team giving their take on the world that is, ‘The Gumpathon’.
I write this at the final changeover point for day 37 on the western edge of a town called Clovis, New Mexico. Yes, we are now in our 13th state of 16. I remember looking at a wall map of the USA with Crazy in Shenandoah, Virginia and him saying that it was mentally unnerving seeing just how far we had to go. Conversely, now, we looked at a full map of the USA and both smiled thinking, yes, we’re nearly there. Well when I say nearly there, we still have 1312 miles to push, the Rocky mountains to cross and of course an 8000ft climb to the southern rim of the Grand Canyon! But hey, it’s all downhill from here *GULP*.
A lot of miles have been covered, 2218 to be exact and I don’t think anybody on the team can say that they haven’t been tired at one point or another. In fact, I would wager that the team are tired all of the time. I know that I am, I can’t remember how many times I’ve face planted my laptop over the past 37 days but the figure is considerable. I’ve tried to think long and hard about how to convey this particular feeling of fatigue to everybody that reads this blog and it is very difficult to do so in one hit, so I’ll break it down for both the civilian and military readers. To the military, I guess it’s like going on exercise for a couple of weeks with little sleep, yomping/tabbing/marching everyday and then come endex, you are told that you’re out for another two weeks…. Repeat this four times over and remember that sinking feeling in your gut which is an automatic reaction to such news. For the civilians amongst you, consider going out on the town, a few drinks or indeed a lot of drinks, making shapes on the dancefloor leading to the inevitable blisters & sore spots, eating your kebab/pizza and then getting into a taxi to take you home. Instead of taking you home he takes you back to the club, ask you to get out and you do it all over again & again & again for 63 days non-stop…. That my friends is how we all feel, absolutely exhausted.
Speaking of which, I have to tell you about my own personal challenge. I wanted to do something which I hope will spur people to support/donate to the cause. Yes it was about personal achievement but more to the point, make people realise what we are doing out here in order to make a difference. I chose to ride the longest day’s mileage on Achilles, my hand bike which happened to be a sum total of 85.30 miles. The most I had ever covered before in one shot was 34.10 miles back in the UK some 5 weeks earlier.
I started out at 0700hrs on day 34/Oct 13th… (The days of the week mean nothing out here to us, we simply work in event day numbers!) It was a cool morning and Jamie & Kester dropped me out of the SUV with Achilles. Lights on, flag up and away we went. I can honestly say that the first 20 miles felt good, and I thought that if it was going to be like this for the rest of the journey, happy days! 34 miles came and went and Jamie sounded the horn to record my new personal best!! I still felt ok though my backside was a little bit numb. 44 miles came and we stopped for a French vanilla latte at at local Gas station. A sandwich was also promptly consumed along with another Maxifuel Gel and the halfway point was passed… Fatigue set in at around 55 miles and I really did want to just finish the day’s ride but I knew that if I was to reach 85 miles then I would want to push that extra 15 to make the magic 100… The headwind throughout was annoying the hell out of me and was adding precious time to the day. I can generally rack up sub 5 minute miles on the flat without any wind but the 6’s and 7’s were more common. 70 miles came and we crossed from Oklahoma into Texas which would’ve ordinarily been a cause for celebration but I really had gone into ‘OMG where the heck am I mode?’ My arms, back and backside were hurting now but I kept saying to myself, just think of the miles you’ve done… This is all easy!! Who was I trying to kid and at the 80 mile marker I got off the bike and proceeded to throw up quite violently, more violently than I have ever done before. After the fourth wave I expelled a significant amount of blood…. Jamie’s face was a vision that I will never forget. Ordinarily, like his surrogate Dad (That being me) he’s a joker and prankster but his genuine concern was evident. ‘Just do the 85 Dad, that’s great mate, you don’t need to prove anything’ were his words to me… I told both him and Caroline (Caroline took over from Kester approx 10 miles earlier as he had to go and treat himself to a Subway) that they were to say nothing of this until I had finished. So we cracked on and rode through the end point for the day where some of the guys/gals were cheering and clapping, but I didn’t stop, I wanted the century. My stops had become more frequent over the last 30 miles through both fatigue and frustration in myself I guess but there is one thing that is both my greatest strength and weakness… The mindset not to fail. I thought of everything I could but the pain, particularly in my arms and upperback/neck. 90 miles passed as the darkness drew in close and the air was alive with moths, midges and crickets. I must have swallowed at least 20 in that last 15 miles! Good protein I guess but still the road climbed upwards and relentlessly. 100 miles finally gladly bleeped its’ way into the Garmin on my wrist and I punched the air several times in victory.
I had chosen to wear a long sleeved top which was kindly donated to us by the Semper Fi organisation. It started out as being white and finished up, at the end of the day, a little more tye dyed from the effects of sweat, vomit, Maxifuel drinks, dirt, dust, banana, ranch dressing, blood & chain oil… Not a pretty sight and I can honestly say that I wasn’t either. Alice Cooper I believe was mentioned or indeed an extra from the rockband Kiss! (By the way I love both of the aforementioned, it’s purely from a stage presence point of view so don’t sue me please)
I don’t want to sound arrogant, I am proud of achieving and surpassing my own challenge, I owned the road that day. I was out for a total of 12.5hours of which I was mobile for 9.5 hours giving an average speed of over 10mph. Not bad for an old man!
As Gordon Ramsey would say…Personal Challenge…DONE!
My last point is that I am incredibly proud of my team, it’s never easy, it wasn’t meant to be and though we won’t always get along… In my own little way I love them all…Even you Kester! I look forward to standing side by side with each and every one of them on the pier in Santa Monica, smile and say, ‘WE DID IT!’
Big Love to Lewis & Sam, My Mum, Pops & Clan, Cess & his tribe (Growing ever larger) Hodge (Get well NOW), Vonnie & clan and everybody else who has supported us… Love and miss you all. xxx8
Till next time, signing off
Damian ‘Toddmeister’ Todd
Team Leader of The Gumpathon
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